"7 days till my birthday. woo.... it doesnt matter. its an arbitrary day, with no significance. i wont get what i want for my birthday, anyway

i feel oh so very alone... i feel ive been abondoned (well, i was abandoned).by the only thing i feel like i cared for... my entire life just up and went. im left out by myself with nothing. i dont know what to do. i dont seem to have a purpose or a reason for living. just existing is boring and annoying it seems.. dont worry, its not like im going to kill myself. im just saying

i only have 8$... and i need more than that this week...just one more tragedy to make my life suck worse

news! that 8$ is now gone. in fact, i now owe chris 8$ on top of not having any money

my face hurts from frowning. silly, but true

im a naive twit." - Cameron's profile on aim

i kind of feel sorry for him... i mean i did this to him... well whatever.. he tells me i shouldn't second guess myself... thank you kasia for pointing this all out...